I should probably clarify to nice people who care about me.
1. I am not feeling depressed.
2. I just had a really scary nightmare. No one in my family is hurt/injured/dead, I just had a very scary nightmare for the first time in a really long time that was a bit too realistic. Not a big deal.
3. I am super tired from over working and traveling.
4. I am doing a lot of hard work dealing with humanitarian issues and when I am tired/freaked out, I tend to get a bit sensitive about issues.
5. I am just normally a tad bit melodramatic.
6. I will be getting more sleep as soon as possible.
7. Nightmares happen, its cool.
Love you all. seriously.